pick me, choose me

Envelop me with your words
Suck me in with your stare
surround me.
The thrill of the beginning
The exhilaration of a first touch
move me
Vanished in this dreamland
My reality departed
watch me
Too much, too soon
Just enough, at just the right time
want me
Don’t go anywhere
I’m not ready
touch me
Show me who you are
I want to see
take me
Fall for me
Like no one before
keep me
Stand beside me
Make me yours
love me

enter at your own risk...

Oh, my mind is a haunting place to dwell.

Cracked doors and cobwebs.

Dark corners,

and the faint flicker of light in all the wrong places.

Crushed and broken,

born again and rebuilt.

A space that thrives

on secret dreams and aspirations.

What you covet most,

you receive an unsatisfying dose

then is snatched back,

to break you once more.

Lost and searching,

with nowhere to go.

Roaming hallways,

terrified to open those cracked doors.

Do not enter.

Endless and twisted.

Cracked doors and cobwebs.

My mind is a haunting place to dwell…

texas love



A few things that still linger in my memory...

Breathtaking scenes.


Here is your Daily Horoscope for Thursday, November 3:

Your dreaming life is even more important than usual today, so make sure that you're paying close attention and recording the details you can remember. They should be important clues today!

Rush of excitement

Warmth. In more ways than one.

Too much fun

Relaxing, lazy days

Red.

Feeling inspired.

His craziness.

Being there.

"Here's the Story of the Day:

Second Thoughts

travelling as fast in one direction as she can go before she has second thoughts & goes back to doing the same old stuff - Brian Andreas"

happy accidents

I feel like lately I have alot going on in my life. It's exciting, yet exhausting.

I’ve come to a point in my life where, I’m *seriously* asking myself:

“What do you want?”

For those of you who know how indecisive I am – you can imagine my dilemma. After my vacation to Texas, it’s all I can think about. Especially considering that  2 days after I returned to Michigan we seen our first snow. I have been diligently working on moving.

I lay in bed last night, my mind unwilling to work with my body --  and asked myself what it was I really wanted. Did I want to be in Texas? Or am I just enamored with the idea of living in a warm state with an alive, thumping culture? Could I really move across the country by myself, with no family around for holidays and random weekend company?

I don’t have the answers, but I’m working on it. I said a prayer and will leave my fate for God to decide. As for now, I’m going to keep pushing forward and let this thing play out as his will desires.

Another happy accident in my life was this past Sunday. I attended my first “modeling” experience. It was about 45 minutes away, and it was particularly random. I wasn’t as nervous as I would have expected myself to be, the photographer and other models were very pleasant and friendly. I want to slap myself for not asking the woman who did my make-up what kind of foundation she used on me. It was dewy and perfect and I have no idea what it was. Anyways, it was a fun way to spend my Sunday morning – I should have some final shots to post within the week.

For now, here are a few I snapped with my phone...



Sunday morning
*rawr*
;)


Life is good right now, and I’m passively feeling willing, ready and able to take on the world.

we found love in a hopeless place...

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS SONG.

I'm obsessed.

But you all know this :)

It's like you're screaming, but no one can hear.

You almost feel ashamed,

that someone could that be that important,

that without them, you feel like nothing.

No one will ever understand how much it hurts.

You feel hopeless,

 like nothing can save you.

And when it's over, and it's gone,

you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back,

so that you could have the good.